So its raining here in Williamstown and i love it. Many good and bad memories I associate with he rain, but I still love it. I just want to go outside and sit in the rain all night long. It's a little past nine right now and I still haven't done much for class tomorrow, but I'm not worried. I'm really enjoying just hanging out with people and just feeling relaxed.

But to be truly honest, I'm not fully relaxed. My mind is in a state of limbo right now because there are a lot of things on my mind. I feel like I should be making some real goals to accomplish this school year. A given is to bring my grades up, but also, I want to really do some great things with the Asian community here at Williams. I have some responsibility this year, being the co-chair of AASIA, but I keep thinking that no matter how much I try, this idea of community that I have will not come to fruition. I been starting to think that sometimes the dynamic just isn't there. It's so hard to make people care about their culture when all they have grown up knowing and doing is to repress it.