So the craziness of the past week has finally set in. I guess it wasn't too crazy, but it was so abnormal for me. It was just way to chill. And that's a good thing. I expected myself to be killed by school this year, especially with the heavy course load, but I've been totally relaxed so far. School is actually fun again and college is shaping up to be more like what I had expected. Just going to class, but having lots of time to chill with your friends. So like I said, such a chill week kind of threw me for a loop. Also, not having crew gives me so much more time to relax, but I have to admit that I miss the sport, the team, and the discipline it provided me.

So now the weekend is almost over and I guess I look back and I could say that I wasted it because I spent a lot of it partying, but no. I had fun with good friends and that's all that really matters. Given I made a fool of myself in front of people, mostly girls, but that's life I suppose. To say that I will start partying less this year is not something I will say because I'm really big on keeping your word and that's a promise I don't think I can keep. but I will say that I would give up partying so much just for some real moments with my friends. Real moments. That's what I'm looking for.