Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Why during finals do I lose my motivation to work and all faith in the education system?
First of all, got hooked on downloading shit from the school network. So addictive. Also, stumbled on a new news site which really has me intrigued. Interesting stuff; very anti-government, nationalism stuff. Really got me thinking and got some ideas on some stories and paper ideas I want to research for next semester.

My suite cooked dinner again tonight. We had Mediterranean food. It was pretty good. I wish I had more time to cook here. I think I'm switching to the ten meal plan next semester. Save me money since I never eat in the dining hall anymore. Seriously, the last time I ate dinner in the dining hall was last Tuesday or maybe Monday. That's just wasted money.

Still trying to figure out what to do next semester. Don't have all my courses since I've been dropped from one already and I can't find anything that interests me in the coursebook. Seriously thinking of doing some sort of independent study. Hmmm.

Add on to all this, I'm trying to help my suitemate deal with his crazy ex and figure out my own issues. Maybe it just isn't the right time for things. Maureen is telling me to just let things happen and take their own course. If it is meant to be, it will happen. Used to believe in that shit, but not really anymore. She's biased anyways cause she is in a great relationship right now. Maybe the best advice I could follow is my own. Stop listening to other people and follow my gut.

Oh yeah, about relationships with girls. Doing something I think is ballsy and trying to fix or add closure to an old relationship. Took me a lot of time and courage to do thins, but let's hope it goes well. Most likely find out over break.

Okay, back to studying which really means back to watching a movie and surfing the net for more propaganda.

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