conversation I had on IM tonight..or this morning to be more exact...its not that all interesting, but she got me ranting so I thought I'd post it. Replaced her screenname for privacy sake.

corporate killah: why do you knock someone who sees something in you at first glance?
corporate killah: it would seem that in some sense, it would be a compliment
corporate killah: everyone has a protective layer
corporate killah: sometimes we think it is better than it really is
Friend: i guess but i think that the best part of me is my inside
Friend: and i dont think i have that good an outside
corporate killah: like i said, first impressions are not all about the physical
corporate killah: you can tell a lot about people mentally, emotionally, the inside stuff, just by how they act
Friend: well i certainly dont carry myself graciously
corporate killah: how they walk,
Friend: you see me
corporate killah: how they hold themselves
Friend: im always stumbling, shouting, laughing too loud
corporate killah: not everyone likes the gracious type
corporate killah: whatever!!!!
corporate killah: you are starting to piss me off!!!
corporate killah: there is not one set type of attractive person
corporate killah: the fact that you keep asserting this is troubling and frustrating
corporate killah: cause its not true
corporate killah: why does anyone like anyone
corporate killah: who the fuck knows?
corporate killah: i dont know why i like half the girls i like
corporate killah: yes, part of it is physical attraction but at the same time, the people i have liked over my lifetime do not all look the same
corporate killah: they do not all carry themselves well
corporate killah: some are zannier than others
corporate killah: some are more gracious
corporate killah: in reality, we like people for no reason sometime
corporate killah: we just follow our heart, our gut or whatever ever the hell else you listen to and go
corporate killah: we have this romanticized idea of love and we follow that
corporate killah: we think that we know nothing about love
corporate killah: so we just dive into things and "let our hearts guide us"
corporate killah: but it's just a self-fulfilling prophecy
corporate killah: we don't know anything about love because we initially assume that we don't
corporate killah: sorry for being so pissed...sore spo